Sunday, December 6, 2009

Blissful Mind



It's 4:29 am of Monday, December 7 2009. Just taking note of the time I am sleeping again beside my dear husband.  We've been away for almost a year, and couples like us always do cherish each second spent with each other.  I don't want this moment to end.  If only I can stop the time and make a time only for us. This is it, the time I've been waiting for.  It may sound melodramatic, but for 11 months I had no eyes to stare, no hands to hold, and no bod to hug.  I am enjoying every minute of this moment.  He's just here beside me, and I can look at him and hold him anytime I want to.

I am smiling right now.  I like watching him sleep. He don't usually snore but he is right now, probably because he's tired the whole day. Hehehe.  I missed his smell, it's really him.  We maybe away for a long time but I know every inch of how he looks & smell.  Yes, it feels like the first time.  I love this feeling.  Being with him is the happiest I can be and our little Rafael would even make it better.  I hope things are always like this... in bliss and no doubt pure happiness.

He's been my strength when he was away.  His encouragements always worked and he made all things easier for me.  He knew exactly what to tell me... he was amazing how he brightens my day during my weary times.  He knows what to say to me whenever he knew I feel alone taking care of Rafa.  He was afar but his presence was always with me.   He's awesome.  Now that he's with me, what else could go wrong? Totally bliss!





I am smiling again.  It paradise with him and we more time.  I don't want to think when this will end and I'll keep smiling. I am glad he's mine. I'm glad I'm his...  definitely I'm in love.

I'll post photos soon!